me being me..

hmm ak tgah konpius gle nie.. soal hati dan perasaan nie mmg sume org penah lalui n akan lalui..
ye la kite nie masing2 ade perasaan toward sape2 yg kite kenal..

now me.. being myself.. layan sume org da same.. as in other word trying to make everyone being with me happy n fell good..

tak kire la pompan or laki.. pompan lebeh skit la kot~! haha..
bt then tak tau pulak me telah mebuat sesorg terase..
hmm as a fren die sgt2 baik toward me.. well die sgt2 special too me.. special fren la yg without any relationship.. bak kate org kawan baik..

soo ak agak sgt2 kecewa la kan sbb takpe sedar dah buat org yg ak syg yg slame nie care gak kat ak nie terase tak sng ati.. well ak syg sume kawan2 ak..
frens je la yg ak ade kt dunie nie.. selain adik2 ak yg ak sayangi.. n pakcik makcik ak yg sgt2 caring pd ak..

bak kate sadiq isteri ni mcm baju.. n kawan2 ni mcm kaki dan tangan. tanpe dorg ak tak mampu troskn idop tilll now.. sampai im here doing medic yg sgt2 berat nie..
haha.. sadiq mekaseh wei.. ko wat ak sedar byk pekara mlm nie..

mlm ni buat ak sedih la.. da la rayer nk dkt..
adik ak lak msg tadik... sedih2..
then muncul lak pekara yg tak sangka2 nie dlm pikiran..

esok class test lak tuh.. huhu.. takpe lah..
nk wat cane..

pade siDIE.. me nk mintak maaf sbb ganggu ur feelings.. maybe i pon tak phm my own feeling toward u kot.. ye la tak de mase nk tafsir.. bz dgn studi kn.. maybe lepas2 nie ak konsider la kot.. huhu.. ape2 pon for time being kite nie kawan baik yg rapat k.. tak kesah la org nk kate ape ke.. yg tentu kite hepi together k!!!

haha.. now i feel relief.. huhu.. orite.. thanks 4 tros terang.. wich we suppose to do as a 1st step into relation...haha no lah main2 jek..

ok2 slamat berhari raye.. maaf zahir n batin!!